Morning non-sense

I have nothing to write. I need to close up right now. I do horribly with people. I need to peek at my surroundings from the inside, carelessly rather than looking from the surface.
I found my place. I found a forgotten sensation of an almost utopic state of serenity. Amazing.
As morning comes...
Retreat on the inside! Peek, don`t look! The thin ice beneath makes every moment of the present slip into this old greyish box of memories hidden in my head . .

I miss the soft silky touch of a yellow gerbera :)